there's someone who copied my post at this blog. arrrrr i hate that! the post that was being copied is the silent follower. don't you remember that? actually the one who post that is an alien kid who have a blog also. mmm, she stole my idea at blogger, copied the link about twilight without edit it, annnnnndddd the worst part is, she copied my post! what kind of girl she is? copy cat!
17 Februari, 2009
11 Februari, 2009
dreaming of heaven
so i was studying sose, but i was interrupted by this song. it's called dreaming of heaven by carter husley, thanks to venda, because she wrote about the song at twitter.
the lyric was good. dreaming of heaven. like talking about future. i love this!
i will never remind you, it's time to leave
that would mean less time for me to breathe
i will never, try and touch you first
i don't want any chance that you could get my curse
so if you must go
and by that i mean if you must fly away
and if you must leave
and by that i mean if i must wake up from my sleep
how will i know, i wasn't dreaming of heaven
i know you can't hear me anymore
theres too many walls, too many doors
but as you walk away wont you think of me
remember us how we used to be
before we go down
the water fell from the sky
it rained all day and all night
and the rivers flooded our whole town
so i swam to your house so we could float around
and i said, before we go down
i have to tell ya that i love ya
before we go down
i hope you know that i care
cause i kept all these words
bottled up so tight
but tonight's the night ill tell ya
your the love of my life
our plane came tumbling from the sky
we fell so fast, we were up so high
and ya didnt even make a sound
but i held your hand, till we hit the ground
If it Feels
Does your momma know
What my momma knows
Like seasons change and faces come and go
Do her healing hands
Prove a faithful friend
Like shade the sun and carry through the snow
Cause if it feels then it kills
And i feel you all the time
They say if you seek than you will find
When you kill thats when i'll heal
Cause you kill me all the time
My heart wont let me change my mind
Grey skied winters come
and covered all the ground
but summer brings a change
melts it all away, so naturally
Mariana
O Mariana
I've been searching for you
May your blue eyes hide everything i do
O Mariana wont you wash me away
The truth is i'm a lie and i cant stay
Lay me down in crashing whites,
This is where i am tonight
Find me face up in everything i am
Watch the oceans as they fall,
They fall on me so well
Light grows faint as i sink through the sea
Fishing boats they pass buy
But noone throws a line for me
And i cried out, but the water fills my mouth
And my adulteress ways, they do nothing to help these waves
What to make
Oh, momma what to make of my dreams
I, crawl into bed with awful things
And i tried so hard, to sleep so well
But something drags my mind to hell
Doctor, doctor, whats this sickness in the soul
That makes my friends grow so cold
What kind of love is so easily sold
I think its finally taken its toll
Tin man you speak of vacancy
But my friend your so naive
You've got more love than you could ever believe
And thats more than i can say for me
Oh, Darling how deep is your wound
Do you still believe that promises come true
I know it feels like you wont make it through
But what kind of God would abandon you
Oh, Jesus why must i sing
When i feel i've lost everything
I swam so far, but my body grew weak
So i close my eyes, and i Just sink
just search the song at google, hear it, and love it!
i have to study again fellas, ASAP!
06 Februari, 2009
just checking
i'll change the header for some reasons. first, the one that i used is verrrrrrry dull and old. i was update it like a year ago. then, i'll start posting again using my posterous account of course!
i'm tired. nadim is like hell hahaha sorry :p no offense
05 Februari, 2009
new ride
school bus is a big no and new ride is a big yes!
enjoying some new ride is so much fun than using the old ones :)
04 Februari, 2009
31 Januari, 2009
year 8
i don't know why, year 8 feels like almost over. just a few months again we all going to have an exam test. soon i'll be a senior, year 9! wow time is running fast right now.
school just like hell, they gave us lots of assignments. my uniform are sucks. the shirt are small, and the skirt are dirrrrrttttyyyyyyy! the machine are not good enough to clean my uniform. my mom is planning to make the new one for next year.
year 8 is very fun! the student council is very busy and we made a school radio! my partner is panji. soon we are going to have an event, it's called market day! a daily routine event on junior high. i can't wait!
that's all. i hope you all can wait another parts of my expression. :)

